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而你擁抱的並不總是也擁抱你



The world is a comedy to those that think; a tragedy to those that feel.

---Horace Walpol

 

 

speaking of death


There are things you SHOULD do and you MUST do.
they are similar but completely different .
I used to laugh about people saying "All your hard work will pay off".
Now I understand that
Things you get without effort you will loose at somepoint,
but things you get from all your hard work will stay with you forever and come with something extra.

People here read my blog might think I'm a fucked up animal with IQ of hamburger, I don't care.
But I do care about my friends/family who care about me, and I do care about friends/family I love.
I think about death a lot, but I don't want to die because of my friends who care about me.
I find suicide is a ego thing, how painful your life is, how depressed you are, the ones who will get the hardest time is the ones who are left alive who care about you.
Looking after yourself is for looking after the ones you love.

                                                                                                                                            I just don't want to let my friends/family down.

 


 

 

扛着他的雞

這個人
扛著他的雞
走過千家萬戶
但他的表情很放鬆
讓我覺得
他懷抱的
是很簡單的願望
不是那種
需要動員成千上萬的人
再賺到成千上萬的錢
才能快樂的
麻煩事


( 印度畫家BADRI NARAYAN) 附: 又是一篇轉貼。每每想寫日誌,過於personal的懶惰用暗喻,過於瑣碎的又浪費口舌。 諧星難轉型,轉型就有爭議。 你看周星馳, 再看看周思怡,對伐



a tumor in me

我委实失去了太多太多的东西,现在我似乎已几乎不具有再应失去的东西。然而我体内仍有所失之物的一缕残照如沉渣剩留下来,而且是它使我存活至今。
我不愿意从这世界消失。闭上眼睛,我可以真切感觉到自己的心在摇摆。那是超越悲哀和孤独感的、从根本上撼动我自身存在的大起大伏。起伏经久不息。我把胳膊搭在椅背,忍受这种起伏。谁都不救我,谁都救不了我,正像我救不了任何人一样。
我恨不得放声悲哭,却又不能。世上存在着不能流泪的悲哀。这种悲哀无法向任何人解释,即使解释人家也不会理解。
  
它永远一成不变,如无风夜晚的雪花静静沉积在心底。  
 
我也曾试图将这种悲哀诉诸语言。然而无论怎样搜刮词句,都无法传达给别人,甚至无法传达给自己本身,于是只好放弃这样的努力。这么着,我封闭了自己的语言,封闭了自己的心。深重的悲哀甚至不可能采用眼泪这一形式来表现。

 


梦旅人

梦里我们演了一场岩井俊二式的电影
终于到了世界的尽头和冷酷仙境
然后呢?
我们在公路旅行时把2008杀死了
 
we killed 2008 on a road trip
 
 
 
 
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为啥照片到了space上就灰蒙蒙的....

我把GRDII摔坏了一直没空去修,所以又用回sonyT10,从奢入简难,现在是拍啥都没感觉...手感好差 

这场旅行已经是去年的事er了,夏天的澳洲是最美的时候

其实常常有感而发但等要写下来的时候,那个moment 已经过了

我积了狠多很多照片再不更新不行了,这两天,天天跟新!!(有些照片已经贴在校内了~为了冲人气 ---__--- )

自从我染了这大白毛,舆论呈两极化,华人都觉得神经病很夸张不敢苟同,老外倒很喜欢,去逛街一定被赞美,还被拉去街拍,其实我就是different, this is ME ,  no need to JUSTIFY,if u kno wat I mean

明天见啦~~

 

 

 

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